Critical Mass
Part Two.
This historic
episode ends a chapter of Ewing history. (This
episode is unsuitable for younger viewers)
Episode Eight.
John
Ross sits holding a book and read aloud "A glooming
peace this morning with it brings; The sun, for sorrow, will not show
his head: Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things; Some shall
be pardon'd, and some punished: For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo"
He smiles and
places the book down beside Becky as she lay in the hospital room.
Becky smiled
"I dreamt those words, those exact words, last night. I love
those words. Do you think they mean something?" she asked.
John Ross laughed
softly
"Maybe its
the romantic in you, but I can be romantic too" he said handing
her a wrapped gift
Becky sat forward and opened it. She laughed
"West Side
story, gee, Romeo and Juliet, Tony and Maria, gosh John that's nice.
Sadly none of them have happy endings" she smiled.
"Well maybe
we can be different, maybe we can change the ending. Maybe things
can be different now, maybe Iv been a fool" he said
"What went
wrong John Ross? Do you know how much you hurt me?, This isn't what
I thought would happen" she said
"I guess
I got my priorities kind of mixed up, but iv done so much thinking.
I grew up watching my parents tear each other apart and I don't want
to be like that. Maybe it will take some time, not maybe, it will
take some time. But I think its worth it, if you do, please say you
do" he said quietly
Becky closed
her eyes and opened them and looked closely at John Ross.
"Is love
a tender thing? It’s too rough, too rude, too rowdy, and it
pricks like a thorn" she said seriously then laughed at her quotation.
John Ross looked
back at her, deep into her eyes.
"If love
is rough with you, be rough with love. If love pricks you, prick it
back, and you’ll beat love down" he quoted, laughing.
Becky laughed
and then became serious "Will things work out for us John Ross?"
she asked
John Ross smiled
and nodded. "I'm willing to give it another try, to make sure
it works out, I mean isn't it up to us? Sometimes its hard to imagine
being with the same person for the rest of your life, and the rest
of your life seems like such a long time, but the older you get, the
older I get, the quicker time seems to flash by. I feel I'm too young
to have regrets and I know that I want you in my life and I will do
whatever I need to do to make make sure that happens. I'm sorry Becky,
I never meant to hurt you, I guess thought I could, maybe deep down
I don't believe that things could ever work out between us, not because
of you, you are the most amazing person and I feel lucky to have you
in my life, maybe because of what I grew up with" John Ross explained,
opening his heart.
"You can't
blame your upbringing John Ross, that's not my problem and you had
no right to make it mine, but maybe now you are taking responsibility
for your own life and if that's the case, then there is a chance for
us. But if you really mean that, there is only one way for us to be
together, to survive together, and that's far away from Southfork,
you're living under the shadow of your family, of your father, your
grandfather, a legacy that in my opinion is all consuming, eating
up all your good sense, destroying what's important, people you love,
friends (pause), is it really worth it? Learn from history, looks
what's its done to your family, my family. Life is so short, remember
after September 11th, how shocked we were, how we celebrated life
and how in an instance that can be taken away, all your hopes and
dreams gone in an instant. You just don't know how things will turn
out, but while I live and breath I will make certain that I make the
most of my life and that isn't fighting over things that are so unimportant,
money and power, please, that's so fucking 80's. This is a new millennium
for christ's sake, the likes of the JR's of this world, and no disrespect
to your father, are dinosaurs, stuck in the past. So either you're
with me or without me, but I can't live at Southfork, not anymore"
she stated.
John Ross stood
up and took Becky's hand.
"Leaving
Southfork, Ewing Oil, will the hardest thing Iv had to do. But I will
do it, because you're right. I know that now, its easy to take things
for granted. Even my own mother, nearly loosing her was a wake up
call. I don't want to loose you too." he said , moving closer
to her. "I love you" he said
Becky smiled "
and I love you" she replied.
Fade to black.
